After the volcano erupted in my relationship I thought love inside me has gone forever and will never come back but suddenly I realized it was still inside me, scared and sitting quietly under the table in the corner of my heart and this thing I realized when I went to a book store and I got hooked at Best selling counter and I randomly picked 4 books and kept it aside on the billing counter to get it billed and moved ahead to find some other book and suddenly a thought came to my mind, the books which I picked up that were all related more or less to the unique word “love”. Now my mind started juggling and was telling me Mithlash what are you doing, again you want to jump to the darkness, don’t you aware about your first experience, and my second mind was telling me the first experience should not be the base for my perception and was urging me to learn from the mistake and move ahead. That time I could not take the final decision and I didn’t buy those books and came back to my home.
After coming home I started thinking about this book story, suddenly realize that this Love still inside me but now it is having fear to come out because of traumatic first experience. I know once again my heart wants to explore the world and it is purely looking for my support. Thinking all these I am nowhere but in a confuse situation , Whether I should let explore it or to bury it for forever.
We should never bury love, you picked the books which reflects your sub conscious. Beautifully written, could feel all the words.
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Thank you so much ma'am and thanks for your opinion.
ReplyDelete@Ashwini:Yes, You are right & Thank you for helping me to get the clarity:)
ReplyDeletelove is always good :) whether first time or second :)
ReplyDeletewish you happiness Mithlash
Thanks a lot ma'am:)
ReplyDeletelove is a unique feeling... True, at most times love don't leave a good impression... but then it's not love that is wrong its the people....
ReplyDeletegetting hurt the first time does stops us from going for it the second time.. but believe me if u let that stop u, u'll regret it..
sometimes we just need to accept things and move on to find something much better...
Wow! Such a nice thought, I really do not want to regret by stopping it. Thanks a lot for Sharing wonderful thought..
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ReplyDeletelove is like a butterfly, the more you chase it the more it runs away from you..but the moment you sit at one corner it comes and softly alights on your shoulder..
ReplyDeletethanks for dropping by!
keep writing :)
Thanks a lot ma’am and I liked your butterfly example..
ReplyDeleteOmyGosh Mitlash. You are a sweet man!
ReplyDeleteLove is always there inside us, please keep
her up and running. XO
I think it's really a long time since you posted, your followers are waiting for a post:)
ReplyDeletevery true! i believe u can love more than once..
ReplyDelete@Saru: Let me digest this first that Mithlash is having followers:)
ReplyDelete@Jovita: Thank you so much for your advice ma'am..
ReplyDeleteHave you digested the fact or you need more time? Lazy you, write something. Look at me, finding a apartment, cooking, managing a home, writing and reminding whom I follow to write. Can't you find some time to write...:)
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ReplyDelete@Saru: I never doubted the ability of a girl and can never challenge it. Hats off to you the way you are handling your life and still finding time to remind me to write and waking this kumbhkaran from his sleep:):) I dont know why I am finding block in my mind which is stopping me everytime whenever i sit to write, so for a moment I thought that I should be spending time to read my senior blogger post so it will help me to remove my block. After a long time someone said lazy to me:)Mugambo khush hua..:):) will write my post soon..and thank so much for splashing water on my face and waking me up:)
ReplyDelete@Cynthia:Thank you so much and I'll follow your advice:)
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