After the volcano erupted in my relationship I thought love inside me has gone forever and will never come back but suddenly I realized it was still inside me, scared and sitting quietly under the table in the corner of my heart and this thing I realized when I went to a book store and I got hooked at Best selling counter and I randomly picked 4 books and kept it aside on the billing counter to get it billed and moved ahead to find some other book and suddenly a thought came to my mind, the books which I picked up that were all related more or less to the unique word “love”. Now my mind started juggling and was telling me Mithlash what are you doing, again you want to jump to the darkness, don’t you aware about your first experience, and my second mind was telling me the first experience should not be the base for my perception and was urging me to learn from the mistake and move ahead. That time I could not take the final decision and I didn’t buy those books and came back to my home.
After coming home I started thinking about this book story, suddenly realize that this Love still inside me but now it is having fear to come out because of traumatic first experience. I know once again my heart wants to explore the world and it is purely looking for my support. Thinking all these I am nowhere but in a confuse situation , Whether I should let explore it or to bury it for forever.